Hello everyone and Happy New Year's Eve to you! I don't think I'm going anywhere tonight as my car needs a new battery. Honestly, I really don't mind staying home. Back in the day, we called this amateur night. LOL.....now it seems that I'd be the amateur. Oh well, the one thing you can count on never changing is that things will always change. I've decided not to have any resolutions. I never follow through and it just upsets me anyway. I am however, looking forward to a new year, new beginning, new attitude, new seasons of shows I enjoy :-) Yeah, I have quite the life.
I'm also looking forward to my ladies group starting back up. I've missed them all terribly. It feels like forever. I've counted on these women to help me keep perspective and keep me on track. They love me, flaws and all and I love each of them. We're still studying the "Sacred Romance" and believe it or not, we're only on chapter 5....I think. It's been a while. I think it's important to have some people in your life that you can show all your flaws to. I tell these women how I really am feeling about my spiritual walk, and they understand and help me to realize I'm not all that far off the beaten path I'm meant to be on.
I guess if I'm going to have any resolution it's going to be to try and overcome this isolation thing I've got going. I don't want to see it as a resolution though, it's more of a life change. I'm hoping it goes along with me getting my own apartment this spring. I know that changes are coming and I'm really looking forward to it but it's not going to be easy either. Right now I have an aunt who kind of pushes me to participate in life. I really don't allow her to but she does try. I will miss her very much when I move out. But I'm so thankful that she's been here for me.
I'm curious as to what the rest of you are planning on changing, send me a note and let me know, maybe you'll inspire me to really step up my game. I DO know that I'm taking out most of the drama in my life. I choose to say no. I'm getting better at it but I don't always succeed. Sometimes my mouth works without my mind knowing what it's doing. It's like on autopilot. Oh well, it is what it is. Some things can't be changed no matter how much you wish them to be. I'm also looking forward to watching the Nebraska Football game tomorrow.....Go Huskers! Anyway, AMC is showing the Walking Dead marathon tonight and tomorrow night so I'll probably watch that tonight. Until next time, take care of each other and be kind to yourself. You're worth it! With all my love, Patty
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