Hello Everyone,
It's been awhile. I can't say I've been busy but I have had a lot of changes and many, many lessons learned. The first thing I'd like to do is apologize to two people.....you know who you are. I just want you to know I deleted that post and will not be so unfeeling in future posts. Thank you for your forgiveness and for bringing it to my attention.
Okay, so how do I catch everyone up with my goings on? I will try. Many changes have occurred. I have a roommate, am waiting to be approved for SSDI. I've hired an attorney and am waiting for a court date. My grandson literally has sunshine coming out of his arse. He should actually be here soon. I found out my daughter is now 15 weeks pregnant and I couldn't be happier unless I was already approved and actually had income. I can tell you with certainty that my grandson has taught me more about love in the almost 6 months of his life than all my other years put together.
I think the relationship between Pax and I has its foundation in Christ. I'm relearning how to love and trust all over again. I look at him and his reliance on others to care for each of his basic needs and I'm reminded of how much I too am loved. Pax is truly the apple of my eye and I am the apple of Gods eye. He says that in Psalms I think. I could look it up but that would take time and that's not even my point. I'm re-learning how important I am to God. It's truly amazing. I have all my needs met and even some of my wants. I have no income and yet I have each need met each month. How does that happen?? I can't tell you. It's family and friends and random things in the mail, which turn out to be NOT so random at all.
There is so much more I need to say but for now it will just have to wait. My sunshine is about to be here. I have missed talking to you via this blog. I don't know if you have missed me, so let me know if I should continue. Until next time......take care of yourself and others. PattyinBlair